To mourn a loss that I have yet to lose,
A lover I have not spoken to
For fear got the best of me
When will love ever be free?
I dream of the day our hands intertwine
For me to be yours, and you to be mine.
But an overwhelming guilt takes over,
A guilt ridden October.
I will live in the shadow that I cast
Because I fall in love way too fast,
These emotions will surely bring you harm
And yet I seek solace in your arms
Realizations come crashing in
Like waves of sadness from within,
Some words are better left unsaid
Away from you I quickly fled
With my heart filled with regret
I wake up in a cold sweat
Yearning for you is all I can do
As I continue mourning my love for you
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